Catatan harian si pengembara dalam samsara

9th Chapter Wisdom

1. All these branches of the Doctrine, the powerful Lord expounded for the sake of wisdom. Therefore they must generate this wisdom, who wish to have an end of suffering.

2. Relative and absolute, these two truths are declared to be. The absolute is not within the reach of intellect, for intellect is grounded in the relative.

3. Two kinds of people are to be distinguished: meditative thinkers and ordinary folk: the common views of ordinary people are superseded by the views of meditators.

4. And within the ranks of meditators, the lower, in degrees of insight, are confuted by the higher. For all employ the same comparisons, and the goal, if left unanalyzed, they all accept.

5. When ordinary folk perceive phenomena, they look on them as real and not illusory. This, then, is the subject of debate where ordinary and meditators differ.

6. Forms and so forth, which we sense directly, exist by general acclaim, though logic disallows them. They’re false, deceiving, like polluted substances, regarded in the common view as clean.

7. That he might instruct the worldly, Buddha spoke of “things”, but these in truth. Lack even momentariness. “It’s wrong to claim that this is relative!” – if so you say.

8. Then know that there’s no fault. For momentariness is relative for meditators, but for the worldly, absolute, were it otherwise, the common view, could fault our certain insight into corporal impurity.

9. “Through a buddha, who is but illusion, how does merit spring?” As if the Buddha were existing truly. “But”, you ask, “If beings likewise are illusions, how, when dying, can they take rebirth?”

10. As long as the conditions are assembled, illusions, likewise, will persist and manifest. Why, through simply being more protracted, should sentient beings be regarded as more real?

11. If thus I were to slay or harm a mere mirage, because there is no mind, no sin occurs. But beings are possessed of mirage like minds; sin and merit will, in consequence, arise.

12. Spells and incantations cannot, it is true. Give minds to mirages, and so no mind arises. But illusions spring from various causes; the kinds of mirage, then, are likewise various.

13. A single cause for everything there never was! “If, ultimately”, you will now enquire, “Everything is said to be nirvana, samsara, which is relative, must be the same.

14. “Therefore even buddhahood reverts to the samsaric state. So why”, you ask, “pursue the bodhisattva path?” As long as there’s no cutting of the causal stream, there is no routing of illusory appearance.

15. But when the causal stream is interrupted, all illusions, even relative, will cease. “If that which is deceived does not exist, what is it”, you ask, “that sees illusion?”

16. But if, for you, these same illusions have no being, what, indeed, remains to be perceived? If objects have another mode of being, that very mode is but the mind itself.

17. But if the mirage is the mind itself, what, then, is perceived by what? The Guardian of the World himself has said that mind cannot be seen by mind.

18. In just the same way, he has said, the sword’s edge cannot cut the sword. “But”, you say, “It’s like the flame that perfectly illuminates itself”.

19. The flame, in fact, can never light itself. And why? Because the darkness never dims it! “The blueness of a blue thing,” you will say, “depends, unlike a crystal, on no other thing.

20. “Likewise some perceptions, rise from other things – while some do not”. But what is blue has never of itself imposed, a blueness on its non blue self.

21. The phrase “the lamp illuminates itself”. The mind can know and formulate. But what is there to know and say that “mind is self-illuminating?”

22. THe mind, indeed, is never seen by anyone, and therefore, whether it can know or cannot know itself. Just like the beauty of a barren woman’s daughter, this merely forms the subject of a pointless conversation.

23. “But if,” you ask, “the mind is not self-knowing, how does it remember what it knew?” We say that like the poison of the water rat, it’s form the link with outer things that memory occurs.

24. “In certain cases,” you will say, “the mind can see the minds of others, how then not itself?” But through the application of a magic balm, the eye may see the treasure, but the salve it does not see.

25. It’s not indeed our object to disprove, experiences of sight or sound or knowing. Our aim is here to undermine the cause of sorrow. The thought that such phenomena have true existence.

26. “Illusions are not other than the mind”, you say, and yet you also claim that they are not the same. But must they not be different if the mind is real? And how can mind be real if there’s no difference?

27. “A mirage may be known,” you say, “though lacking true existence”. The knower is the same: it knows, but is a mirage, “But what supports samsara must be real,” you say, “Or else samsara is like empty space.”

28. But how could the unreal proceed to function, even if it rests on something real? This mind of yours is isolated and alone. Alone in solitude, and unaccompanied.

29. If mind indeed is free of objects, all beings must be buddhas, thus gone and enlightened. Therefore what utility or purpose can there be, in staying thus, that there is “only mind”?

30. Even if we know that all is like illusion, how will this dispel afflictive passion? Magicians may indeed themselves desire, the mirage-women they themselves create.

31. The reason is they have not rid themselves of habits of desiring objects of perceptions; and when they gaze upon such things, their aptitude for emptiness is weak indeed.

32. By training in this aptitude for emptiness, the habit to perceive substantiality will fade. By training in the view that all lacks entity, this view itself will also disappear.

33. “There is nothing” – when this is asserted, no “thing” is there to be examined. For how can nothing, lacking all support, remain before the mind as something present?

34. When real and non real both are absent from before the mind. Nothing else remains for mind to do but rest in perfect peace, from concepts free.

35. As the wishing jewel and tree of miracles, fulfill and satisfy all hopes and wishes. Likewise, through their prayers for those who might be trained, Victorious Ones appear within the world.

36. The healing shrine of the garuda. Even when the builder was long dead. Continued even ages thence, to remedy and soothe all plagues and venom.

37. Likewise, though the bodhisattva has transcended sorrow, by virtue of his actions for the sake of buddhahood, the shrine of buddha-forms appear and manifest, enacting and fulfilling every deed.

38. “But how”, you ask, “can offerings made to beings freed from all discursiveness give fruit?” It’s said that whether buddhas live or pass beyond, the offerings made to them equal merit.

39. Whether you assert the relative or ultimate, the scripture say that merit will result. Merits will be gained regardless of the buddha’s true or relative existence.

40. “We’re freed,” you say, “through seeing the (Four) Truths – what use is it to us, this view of voidness?” But as the scriptures have themselves proclaimed, without it there is no enlightenment.

41. You say the Mahayana has no certainty. But how do you substantiate your own tradition? “Because it is accepted by both parties”, you will say. But at the outset, you yourself lacked proof?

42. The reasons why you trust in your tradition may likewise be applied to Mahayana. Moreever, if accord between two parties shows the truth, the Vedas and rest are also true.

43. “Mahayana is at fault”, you say, “because it is contested”. But by non-buddhists are your scriptures also questioned, while other buddhist schools impugn and spurn them. Therefore, your tradition you must now abandon.

44. The true monk is the very root of Dharma, but difficult it is to be a monk indeed. And hard it is for minds enmeshed in thoughts to pass beyond the bonds of suffering.

43. You say there’s liberation in the instant that defilements are entirely forsaken. Yet those who from defilements are set free, continue to display the influence of karma.

45. You say there’s liberation in the instant that defilements are entirely forsaken. Yet those who from defilements are set free, continue to display the influence of karma.

46. “Only for a while”, you say, ” For it is certain that the cause of rebirth, craving, is exhausted.” They have no craving, granted, through defiled emotion. But how could they avoid craving linked with ignorance?

47. This craving is produced by virtue of sensation, and sensation, this they surely have. Concepts linger still within their minds; and it is to these concepts that they cling.

48. The mind that has not realized voidness, may be halted, but will once again arise – just as from a nonperceptual absorption. Therefore, voidness must be cultivated.

49. If all that is encompassed by the sutras, you hold to be the Buddha’s perfect speech. Why do you not hold the greater part of Mahayana, which with your sutras is in perfect harmony?

50. If due to just a single jarring element, the whole is held to be at fault, how might not a single point in concord with the sutras, vindicate the rest as Buddha’s teaching?

51. Mahahashyapa himself and others could not sound the depths of such a teaching. Who will therefore say they are to be rejected just because they are not grasped by you?

52. To linger and abide within samsara. But freed from every craving and from every fear. To work the benefit of those who ignorantly suffer: such is the fruit that emptiness will bear.

53. From this, the voidness doctrine will be seen, to be immune from all attack. And so, with every doubt abandoned, let us meditate upon this emptiness.

54. Afflictive passion and the veils of ignorance – the cure for these is emptiness. Therefore, how could they not meditate upon it, who wish swiftly to attain omniscience?

55. Whatever is the source of pain and suffering, let that be the object of our fear. But voidness will allay our every sorrow; how could it be for us a thing of dread?

56 If such a thing as “I” exists indeed, then terrors, granted, will torment it. But since no self or “I” exists at all, what is there left for fears to terrify?

57. The teeth, the hair, the nails are not the “I”, and “I” is not the bones or blood; the mucus from the nose, and phlegm, are not the “I”, and neither is it made of lymph or pus.

58. The “I” is not the body’s grease or sweat, the lungs and liver likewise do not constitute it. Neither are the inner organs “I” nor yet the body’s excrement and waste.

59. The flesh and skin are not the “I”, and neither are the body’s warmth and breath. The cavities within the frame are not the “I”, and “I” is not accounted for within the six perfections.

60. If the hearing consciousness is permanent, it follows that it’s hearing all the time. If there is no object, what is knowing what? Why do you now say there is consciousness?

61. If consciousness is that which does not know, it follows that a stick is also conscious. Therefore, in the absence of a thing to know, it is clear that consciousness will not arise.

62. “But consciousness may turn to apprehend a form”, you say. But why, then, does it ease to hear? Perhaps you say the sound’s no longer there. If so, the hearing consciousness is likewise absent.

63. How could that which has the nature of perceiving sound, be changed into a form-perceiver? “A single man”, you say, “can be both son and father”. But those are merely names; his nature is not so.

64. Thus “pleasure”, “pain”, “neutrality”. Do not partake of fatherhood or sonship. And we indeed have never yet observed. A consciousness of form perceiving sound.

65. “But like an actor”, you will say, “It takes on different roles”. If so, this consciousness is not a changeless thing. “It’s one thing”, you will say, “with different modes”. That’s unity indeed, and never seen before!

66. “But different modes”, you claim, “without reality”. And so its essence you must now describe. You say that this is simply knowing – all beings therefore are a single thing.

67. What has mind and what does not have mind are likewise one, for both are equal in existing. If the different features are deceptive, what is the support that underlies them?

68. Something destitute of mind, we hold, cannot be self. For mindlessness means matter, like a vase. “But”, you say, “the self has consciousness, when joined to mind”, but this refuses its nature of unconsciousness.

69. If the self, moreover, is immutable, what change in it could mingling with the mind produce? And selfhood we might equally affirm of empty space, inert and destitute of mind.

70. “If”, you ask, “the self does not exist, how can acts be linked with their results? If when the deed is done, the doer is no more, who is there to reap the karmic fruit?”

71. The basis of the act and fruit are not the same, and thus a self lacks scope for its activity. On this, both you and we are in accord – what point is there in our debating?

72. A cause coterminous with its result is something quite impossible to see. And only in the context of a single mental stream can it be said that one who acts will later reap the fruit.

73. The thoughts now passed, and those to come, are not the self; they are no more, or are not yet. Is then the self the thought which now is born? If so, it sinks to nothing when the latter fades.

74. For instance, we may take banana trees – cutting through the fibers, finding nothing. Likewise analytical investigation will find no “I”, no underlying self.

75. “If beings”, you will say, “have no existence, who will be the object of compassion?” Those whom ignorance imputes and vows to save, intending thus to gain the lofty goal.

76. “Since beings are no more”, you ask, “who gains the fruit?” It’s true! The aspiration’s made in ignorance. But for the total vanquishing of sorrow, the goal, which ignorance conceives, should not be spurned.

77. The source of sorrow is the pride of saying “I”, fostered and increased by false belief in self. To this you may say that there’s no redress, but meditation on no-self will be the supreme way.

78. What we call the body is not feet or shins. The body, likewise, is not thighs or loins. It’s not the belly nor indeed the back, and from the chest and arms the body is not formed.

79. The body is not ribs or hands, armpits, shoulders, bowels, or entrails; it is not the head or throat: From none of these is “body” constituted.

80. If “body”, step by step, pervades and spreads itself throughout its members, its parts indeed are present in the parts, but where does “body”, in itself, abide?

81. If “body”, single and entire, is present in the hand and other members. However many parts there are, the hand and all the rest, you’ll find an equal quantity of “bodies”.

82. If “body” is not outside or within its parts, how is it, then, residing in its members? And since it has no basis other than its parts, how can it be said to e at all?

83. Thus there is no “body” in the limbs, but from illusion does the idea spring, to be affixed to a specific shape – just as when a scarecrow is mistaken for a man.

84. As long as the conditions are assembled, a body will appear and seem to be a man. As long as all the parts are likewise present, it’s there that we will see a body.

85. Likewise, since it is a group of fingers, the hand itself is not a single entity, and so it is with fingers, made of joints – and joints themselves consist of many parts.

86. These parts themselves will break down into atoms, and atoms will divide according to direction. These fragments, too, will also fall to nothing. Thus atoms are like empty space – they have no real existence.

87. All form, therefore, is like a dream, and who will be attached to it, who thus investigates?  The body, in this way, has no existence: what is male, therefore, and what is female?

88. If suffering itself is truly real, then why is joy not altogether quenched thereby? If pleasure’s real, then why will pleasant tastes not comfort and amuse a man in agony?

89. If the feeling fails to be experienced, through being overwhelmed by something stronger, how can “feeling” rightly be ascribed to that which lacks the character of being felt?

90. Perhaps you say that only subtle pain remains. Its grosser form has now been overmastered, or rather it is felt as mere pleasure. But what is subtle still remains itself.

91. If, through presence of its opposite, pain and sorrow fail to manifest, to claim with such conviction that it’s felt is surely nothing more than empty words.

92. Since so it is, the antidote is meditation and analysis. Investigation and resultant concentration is indeed the food and sustenance of yogis.

93. If between the sense power and a thing. There is a space, how will the two terms meet? If there is no space, they form a unity, and therefore, what is it that meets with what?

94. Atoms and atoms cannot interpenetrate, for they are equal, lacking any volume. But if they do not penetrate, they do not mingle; and if they do not mingle, there is no encounter.

95. For how could anyone accept that what is part less could be said to meet? And you must show me, if you ever saw, a contact taking place between two part less things.

96. The consciousness is immaterial, and so one cannot speak of contact with it. A combination, too, has no reality. And this we have already demonstrated.

97. Therefore, if there is no touch or contact, whence is it that feeling takes its rise? What purpose is there, then, in all our striving, what is it, then, that torments what?

98. Since there is no subject for sensation, and sensation, too, lacks all existence. Why, when this you clearly understand, will you not pause and turn away from craving?

99. Seeing, then, and sense of touch are stuff of insubstantial dreams. If perceiving consciousness arises simultaneously, how could such a feeling be perceived?

100. If the one arises first, the other after, memory occurs and not direct sensation. Sensation, then, does not perceive itself, and likewise, by another it is not perceived.

101. The subject of sensation has no real existence. Thus sensation, likewise, has no being. What damage, then, can be inflicted on this aggregate deprived of self?

102. The mind within the senses does not dwell; it has no place in outer things, like form, and in between, the mind does not abide: not out, not in, not elsewhere can the mind be found.

103. Something not within the body, and yet nowhere else. That does not merge with it nor stand apart – something such as this does not exist, not even slightly. Beings have nirvana by their nature.

104. If continuousness precedes the cognized object, with regard to what does it arise? If consciousness arises with its object, again, regarding what does it arise?

105. If consciousness comes later than its object, once again, from what does it arise? Thus the origin of all phenomena lies beyond the reach of understanding.

106. “If this is so”, you say, “the relative will cease, and then the two truths – what becomes of them? If relative depends on beings’ minds, this means nirvana is attained by none”.

107. This relative is just the thoughts of beings; that is not the relative of beings in nirvana. If thoughts come after this, then that is still the relative; if not, the relative has truly ceased.

108. Analysis and what is to be analyzed are linked together, mutually dependent. It is on the basis of conventional consensus, that all examination is expressed.

109. “But when the process of analysis is made in turn the object of our scrutiny, this investigation, likewise, may be analyzed, and thus we find an infinite regress”.

110. If phenomena are truly analyzed, no basis for analysis remains. Deprived of further object, it subsides, that indeed is said to be nirvana.

111. Those who say that “both are true” are hard pressed to maintain their case. If consciousness reveals the truth of things, by what support is consciousness upheld?

112. If objects show that consciousness exists, what, in turn, upholds the truth of objects? If both subsist through mutual dependence, both thereby will lose their true existence.

113. If, without a son, a man cannot be father; whence, indeed, will such a son arise? There is no father in the absence of a son. Just so, the mind and object have no true existence.

114. “The plant arises from the seed”, you say, “so why should not the seed by thence inferred? Consciousness arises from the object – how does it not show the thing’s existence?”

115. A consciousness that’s different from the plant itself, deduces the existence of the seed. But what will show that consciousness exists, whereby the object is itself establish?

116. At times direct perception of the world, perceives that all things have their causes. The different segments of the lotus flower arise from similar diversity of causes.

117. “But what gives rise”, you ask, “to such diversity of causes?” An ever earlier variety of cause, we say. “And how”, you ask, “do certain fruits derive from certain causes?” Through the power, we answer, of preceding causes.

118. If Ishvara is held to be the cause of beings, you must now define for us his nature. If, by this, you simply mean the elements, no need to tire ourselves disputing names!

119. Yet earth and other elements are many, impermanent, inert, without divinity. Trampled underfoot, they are impure, and thus they cannot be a God Omnipotent.

120. The Deity cannot be Space – inert and lifeless. He cannot be the Self, for this we have refuted. He’s inconceivable, they say. Then likewise his creatorship. Is there any point, therefore, to such a claim?

121. What is it he wishes to create? Has he made the self and all the elements? But are not self and elements and he, himself, eternal? And consciousness, we know, arises from its object

122. Pain and pleasure have, from all time, sprung from karma. So tell us, what has this Divinity produced? And if Creation’s cause is unoriginal, how can origin be part of the result?

123. Why are creatures not created constantly, for Ishvara relies on nothing but himself? And if there’s nothing that he has not made, what remains on which he might depend?

124. If Ishvara depends, the cause of all is prior circumstances, and no longer he. When those obtain, he cannot but creat; when these are absent, he is powerless to make.

125. If Almightly God does not intend, but yet creates, another thing has forced him. If he wishes to create, he’s swayed by his desire. Even though Creator, then, what comes of his Omnipotence?

126. Those who say that atoms are the permanent foundation, have indeed already been refuted. The Samkhyas are the ones who hold the primal substance as enduring cause.

127. “Pleasure”, “pain”, “neutrality”, so-called are qualities which, when they rest in equilibrium, are termed the Primal Substance. The universe arises when they are disturbed.

128. Three natures in a unity are disallowed: This unity, therefore, cannot exist. These qualities, likewise, have existence, for they must also be assigned a triple nature.

129.If these qualities have no existence, a thing like sound is very far from plausible! And cloth and other mindless objects, cannot be the seat of feelings such as pleasure.

130. But “you say”, “these things possess the nature of their cause”. But have we not investigated “things” already? For you the cause is pleasure and the like, but from pleasure, cloth has never sprung!

131. Pleasure, rather, is produced from cloth, but this is nonexistent, therefore pleasure likewise. As for permanence of pleasure and the rest – well, there-s a thing that’s never been observed.

132. If pleasure and the rest are true existents, why are they not constantly perceived? And if you claim they take on subtle form, how can coarseness change, transforming into subtlety?

133. If coarseness is abandoned, subtlety assumed. Such transition indicates impermanence. Why then not accept that, in this way, all things will have the character of transience?

134. If you say the coarser aspect is itself the pleasure, the manifest sensation is of course impermanent. And what does not exist in any sense, because it has no being, cannot manifest.

135. You do not intend that what is manifest. Lacked earlier existence – yet this is the meaning. And if results exist within their cause, those who eat their food, consume their excrement.

136. And likewise with the money they would spend on clothing. Let them rather by the cotton grain to wear. “But”, you say, “the world is ignorant and blind”. Since this is taught by those who know the truth,

137. This knowledge must be present in the worldly. And if they have it, why do they not see? You say, “The views of worldly folk are false”. Therefore, what they clearly see has no validity.

138. “But if there is no truth in their cognition, all that it assesses is perforce deceptive, meditation on the supreme truth of voidness cause, therefore, to have any meaning.”

139. If there is no object for analysis, there can be no grasping of its nonexistence. Therefore, a deceptive object of whatever kind will also have a voidness equally deceptive.

140. Thus, when in a dream, a child has died, the state of mind which thinks he is no more, will overwhelm the thought that he was living. And yet, both thoughts are equally deceptive.

141. Therefore, as we see through such investigation, nothing is that does not have a cause; and nothing is existence in its causes, taken one by one in the aggregate.

142. If does not come from somewhere else, neither does it stay, nor yet depart. How will what confusion take for truth in any sense be different from a mirage?

143. Things , then, bodied forth by magic spells, and that which is displayed by dint of causes – “Whence have these arises?” we should ask: and where they go to, that we should examine!

144. What arises through the meeting of conditions, and causes to exist when these are lacking, is artificial like the mirror image; how can true existence be ascribed to it?

145. Something that exists with true existence – what need is there for it to have a cause? Something that is wholly inexistent – again, what need has it to have a cause?

146. Even by a hundred million causes, no transformation is there in nonentity. For if this keeps its status, how could entity occur? And likewise, what is there that could so change?

147. When non being prevails, if there’s no being, when could being ever supervene? For insofar as entity does not occur, nonentity itself will not depart.

148. And if nonentity is not dispersed, no chance is there for entity to manifest. Being cannot change and turn to nonbeing. Otherwise it has a double nature.

149. Thus there is no being. Likewise no cessation. Therefore beings, each and every one, are unborn and are never ceasing.

150. Wandering beings, thus, resemble dreams. And also the banana tree, if you examine well. No difference is there, in their own true nature, between the states of suffering and beyond all sorrow.

151. Thus, with things devoid of true existence, what is there to gain, and what to lose? Who is there to pay me court and honors, and who is there to scorn and to revile me?

152. Pain and pleasure, whence do these arise? And what is there to give me joy and sorrow? In this quest and search for perfect truth, who is craving, what is there to crave?

153. Examine now this world of living beings: who is there therein to pass away? What is there to come, and what has been? And who, indeed, are relatives and friends?

154. May beings like myself discern and grasp, that all things have the character of space! But those who long for happiness and ease, through disputes or the cause of pleasures.

155. Are deeply troubled, or else thrilled with joy. They suffer, strive, contend among themselves. Slashing, stabbing, injuring each other: they live their lives engulfed in many evils.

156. From time to time they suffer in the states of bliss. Abandoning themselves to many pleasures. But dying, down they fall to suffer torment, long unbearable, in realms of sorrow.

157. Many are the chasms and abysses of existence, where the truth of voidness is not found. Here it is that strength is low, and lives are flickering and brief.

158. There, exceeding all description. Is the shoreless sea of pain unbearable, Here it is that strength is low, and lives are flickering and brief.

159. All activities for sake of life and health, relief of hunger and of weariness, time consumed in sleep, all accident and injury, and sterile friendships with the childish.

160. Thus life passes quickly, meaningless. True discernment – hard it is to have! How then shall we ever find the means to curb the futile wanderings of the mind?

161. Further, evil forces work and strain to cast us headlong into states of woe; manifold are false, deceptive trails, and it is hard to dissipate our doubts.

162. Hard it is to find again this state of freedom, harder yet to come upon enlightened teachers, hard indeed, to turn aside the torrent of defilement! Alas, our sorrows fall in endless streams!

163. Sad it is indeed that living beings, carried on the flood of bitter pain, however terrible their plight may be, do not perceive they suffer so!

164. Some there are who bathe themselves repeatedly, and afterwards they scorch themselves with fire, suffering intensely all the while, yet there they stay, proclaiming loud their bliss.

165. Likewise there are some who live and act as though old age and death will never come to them. But then life’s over and there comes the dreadful fall into the states of loss.

166. When shall I be able to allay and quench, the dreadful heat of suffering’s blazing fires, with plenteous rains of my own bliss, that pour torrential from my clouds of merit?

167. My wealth of merit gathered in, with reverence but without conceptual aim. When shall I reveal this truth of emptiness to those who go to ruin through belief in substance?

 ~ The Way of the Bodhisattva ~


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